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My friend Melinda Miller and I have been posting photos side-by-side every week for more than three years now. Our latest year-long project is called Fore, and you can follow along with us at http://www.paulworthington.com/fore .

Lost

We bought a game table from an antique store. The curly maple top is reversible so you can play at least three different games with it. There are drawers on either side that can hold game pieces. We leave them empty. One of the games you can play with this table is chess. Every time I look at it, I think of my father-in-law, who was a genius chess master. After I shot this photo and was reviewing it for possible inclusion in Fore, I felt the loss again, and also felt this drawer is where one might look for something that’s lost. The inside is dark enough that I always wonder if something’s inside.

 

 

My friend Melinda Miller and I have been posting photos side-by-side every week for more than three years now. Our latest year-long project is called Fore, and you can follow along with us at http://www.paulworthington.com/fore .

Tattered

Our college-age niece from Virginia is on an internship in Florida. We invited her to Denver for a vacation. We spent most of a day and night in downtown, bouncing between the Tattered Cover bookstore in LoDo and restaurants, coffee shops, ComedyWorks and the Brown Palace. I love the Tattered Cover. The place is loaded with places to sit and read, and browsing their stacks is fun. This chair was comfortable, but what you can’t see is how worn and, yes, tattered it was.

 

This is part five in a six-part series on my StrengthsFinder 2.0 results. In part one, I introduced the whole strengths and talents idea from Tom Rath’s book. He asserts that we develop strengths by investing study and practice into areas where we are already naturally talented. The book and online assessment help you identify your talents and some actions you can take to build on top of those talents.

The StrengthsFinder online assessment reports my Top 5 Talent Themes as:

All right, now we’re getting to the one I keep hearing the most about. I’ve been described as analytical, and I’ve been accused of being analytical, and they’re not the same thing. Something that’s irked me in my professional life is how people will caution me not to make assumptions and then turn right around and urge me to accept their own assumptions. Here’s the first line from the Analytical full description and I like it: Your Analytical theme challenges other people: “Prove it. Show me why what you are claiming is true.” That’s a way of putting it that I hadn’t considered before, but it’s a good one. I don’t think it means not trusting people. In my own life, it’s more “trust, but verify” (to quote Ronald Reagan).

I like to ask questions, because I like to understand. I enjoy logic, I like arguments that build from point to point to point. The full description puts it this way: You do not necessarily want to destroy other people’s ideas, but you do insist that their theories be sound. Right! It’s not maliciousness, it’s just seeking first to understand.

What really got me as I read the full description the first time, and then especially after grappling with the next talent theme, Connectedness, were the references to searching for patterns and connections. It’s right there: Armed with these data, you search for patterns and connections. You want to understand how certain patterns affect one another. I think all my talent themes are unified by Connectedness, and Analytical plays into it beautifully. I really enjoy looking for patterns, searching for meaning in data, finding out how things affect each other long before they affect us. 

magnifying glass on an old bookFinally, the full description actually uses language that was very relevant to where I was professionally at the time I first took the test and got my results. You peel the layers back until, gradually, the root cause or causes are revealed. I think I even laughed aloud when I first read that. The term “root cause” in the context of Analytical is a term central to Problem Management – the analysis of incidents to find out what caused them and how to prevent them from causing more incidents in the future. I couldn’t believe how dead-on parts of my results were, like this one. I am very interested in methods of root cause analysis, trend analysis, and I’m considering a new career direction into Problem Management. So this passage really reached out and grabbed my attention.

Switching to the personalized description of the Analytical theme proved even more illuminating and inspiring, as usual. I found it was good on this theme to take both the full description and the personalized description together because they’re both so true. The very first two lines of the shared theme description, in fact, really struck home again. People who are especially talented in the Analytical theme search for reasons and causes. They have the ability to think about all the factors that might affect a situation. I mean, seriously, that’s what I do.

line chart on graph paperWhat I read in these paragraphs struck me as a kind of defense of my natural analytical streak. As I mentioned, I’ve been accused of being analytical, maybe too analytical. I’ve had to be mindful most of my professional career not to get stuck in ‘analysis paralysis’. I’m not naturally action-biased, but never leaving the analysis of something is ultimately frustrating because nothing ever happens without action, and thinking about something never does anybody any good if no actions are ever taken after the thinking gets done.

The next specific statement that caused me to stop and think was this one: Because of your strengths, you may be aware of some of the elements impacting a group of people, a project, a process, a deal, or a proposal. It’s not just I’m “aware of some of the elements” but that I like to make myself aware of elements in the work before me, and of their meaning. That is analysis, and I’ve been warned by some coworkers not to “over-think” something (which is easy for them to say). I decided after reading all of this stuff that from now on, so long as I make sure to turn analysis into action, I’m not going to allow anyone to treat my analytical tendencies as a liability. So long as my boss and others believe in this whole StrengthsFinder business, then they have to take my results seriously. And that means if being analytical can be a strength, then get off my back when I analyze something.

If you’ve taken the StrengthsFinder 2.0 assessment and want to share your results or discuss anything I’ve written here, leave a comment or contact me via email. If you’ve just got questions about any of this, feel free to contact me, too—I love to hear from readers and I love to share thoughts about this topic.

photo credits:
“the worlds greatest detective” by practicalowl
“chart” by paul worthington

 

My great friend Melinda Miller and I started a collaborative photography project called Every Week back in February. We each shoot one photo every week and post them side-by-side every Sunday. Starting a project like this is risky, because there are so many times when inspiration doesn’t come right on time, or life intervenes and it would be so easy to just blow off a week. But we are clearly committed to this project. We have now gone 28 weeks without missing a Sunday post. That’s a perfect record for more than six months!

I’ve started a page for every photo in the entire collection, by week, and it’s constantly updated. Here’s what it looks like today. Keep checking that page to see the whole project as our single body of work.

We love to hear from viewers, so feel free to contact me, or leave comments on posts at the Every Week site.

Melinda’s photos are first every week, and are copyright © Melinda Miller, all rights reserved. Mine are second in the lineup every week, and are copyright © Paul Worthington, all rights reserved.

All the Every Week photos so far

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Dear friends and family, Laura and I invite you to join us in the 5K Race for Research on August 24 in Washington Park in Denver.

All proceeds from the race will be donated to the Cancer League of Colorado. Donated funds will be designated specifically for brain cancer research.

Laura’s dad died from brain cancer in July 2008. We’ll be walking to honor him and all others who struggle with this disease.

We’ll meet before the race at a designated location so that we can all walk or run together.

If you want to join our team and walk with us, please go to this page and click the “click here to join the team” button: https://secure.getmeregistered.com/homepage.php?id=1180

For those who can’t participate but wish to donate to this cause, there are instructions on how to donate by phone or mail at the bottom of this webpage. Scroll down to the “In Kind Donations” section: http://www.race4research.com/sponsorsdon/index.html

For general information on the race, see: http://www.race4research.com/home.html

Thanks for your support!

This is part four in a six-part series on my StrengthsFinder 2.0 results. In part one, I introduced the whole strengths and talents idea from Tom Rath’s book. He asserts that we develop strengths by investing study and practice into areas where we are already naturally talented. The book and online assessment help you identify your talents and some actions you can take to build on top of those talents.

The StrengthsFinder online assessment reports my Top 5 Talent Themes as:

I didn’t have to read the Learner full description to get where this talent theme was going. Some of it was predictable. Here’s an excerpt.

You love to learn. The subject matter that interests you most will be determined by your other themes and experiences, but whatever the subject, you will always be drawn to the process of learning. The process, more than the content or the result, is especially exciting for you. You are energized by the steady and deliberate journey from ignorance to competence. The thrill of the first few facts, the early efforts to recite or practice what you have learned, the growing confidence of a skill mastered—this is the process that entices you.

Stacks of booksThe process, the process, the process. I don’t necessarily buy that. I’ve heard this before, about other people, how they love the process of learning but they don’t care too much what they learn. I’m not really like that. I love to learn, but I love to learn something I love. You know? I may follow a process, but it’s the subject, not the process, that I love.

But if I take a second, closer look, then I admit that I do get energized by that progress curve, where learning the basics and gaining skills are swift. It’s a mystery that’s being revealed. That’s something I understood a long time ago. What I have come to recognize recently is that one should learn something beyond one’s current fields or domains. That is, rather than simply learn a new song on guitar, which I already play, I would benefit from learning a new instrument altogether.

This Learner theme does not necessarily mean that you seek to become the subject matter expert, or that you are striving for the respect that accompanies a professional or academic credential. The outcome of the learning is less significant than the “getting there.”

 

That’s definitely true for me. I strive to learn things but don’t care if I ever master them. I’m almost a dilettante, except I’m not even that serious. For me, out of all my Top 5 talent themes, the last one – Connectedness – is the most intriguing to me, and I see it in not only the other four themes, but also in lots of other areas of my life. So when I learn things, it’s mostly because there’s a connection to something else important to me, or I am building a new connection. That’s what I focus on – the connections – more so than the knowledge or the learning process.

When podcasting was first starting to take off, I decided I wanted to learn what it would take to make a podcast – and to make a fairly good one, for that matter. I have a lot of technical know-how when it comes to the Internet, the web, computers, software, etc. And I have varied interests, and I have a need to create. So I decided I’d launch a podcast. I came up with the name, the topics, the logo, registered the domain, set up equipment, recorded and edited my show, followed all the technical specifications, got my feed established and listed in the iTunes podcast directory as well as a bunch of others, and it was off and running. I left no detail out.

 

No, it wasn’t the most efficient way to get going – doing all the planning and prep up front before even recording anything. In fact, most big-name, experienced podcasters recommend that you don’t start that way – that you should just record, get a free site, and publish. But because I was into it to learn about it, I did as much as I could so that when the first episode came out I had all aspects firing along with it. I even set up a listener forum on the web site. But ultimately, once the learning and launching was over, producing the show became a time-consuming chore. It never found an audience. I put out 15 episodes in over a year, but just recently called the whole thing off. I was completely at peace with my decision, too, because it never was meant to take over the world.

 

 

As usual, I found the personalized description of how the Learner theme applies to me to be more accurate and useful than the full description. I found this part illuminating, inspiring, and thought-provoking.


Driven by your talents, you may identify the specific traits or experiences that distinguish one person from the next. When you familiarize yourself with someone, you might be able to predict how the person will react in different situations.

 

Well now, that’s an odd thing to say. I wasn’t expecting this and I’m still not sure what to make of it. I can’t say I either agree or disagree, or that I’ve noticed any signs of this behavior. It definitely got me wondering.

students taking a testBecause of your strengths, you may see some value in continuous education. Perhaps this reflects your interest in particular topics. Sometimes you are fascinated with the process of acquiring knowledge or skills. Chances are good that you can be scholarly if you have a desirable goal to reach. Perhaps you are willing to examine certain topics for extended periods of time.

Aha! Now I get what they mean by “the process” – I can be scholarly when learning. That is, I go about it methodically, etc. Like a scholar. Okay, yes, I do enjoy that. And I’d almost rather not look at the “willing to examine certain topics for extended periods of time” statement. That seems to have serious crossover with the Analytical talent theme. It’s something that others can observe and decide that I get too hung up on analysis, that I ‘over-analyze’. There may have been times in the past where that has been true, but today I am taking a two-fold approach. First, I try not to let analysis or “examination”/learning go on too long without some sort of application – something that will help get or give some tangible, externally visible value. Second, I have embraced the fact that among my top talent themes are thinking, analyzing, and learning, so I am actually trying to do more of all of that. To people who might look negatively on my thinking/analyzing, I say, “deal with it”. For my part, I try to be prompt, efficient, and to produce something from all that learning, etc. I think it’s a good balance.

To some degree, thoughts come alive for you when questions are posed and answers are proposed. You might have a delightful time thinking out loud and listening to intelligent people express themselves.

Yes, that’s very true. I do think out loud in certain situations – I admit it and make it explicit that I’m thinking out loud. I don’t mind. And I’ve noticed that all of my best and most rewarding friendships have been with the most intelligent people.

You might document or store in your mind bits and pieces of information. Perhaps you want to refer to these insights or facts when an opportunity presents itself.

This is another of those “but doesn’t everybody do this?” moments. But stop for a moment and think of someone in your circles who “refers to stored insights or facts when an opportunity presents itself”. Yeah. That guy. Making small talk at a cocktail party with the Trivial Pursuit enthusiast doesn’t sound like much fun. Here’s the thing – I see myself in those two statements from the personal description, however I try to make good use of this trait in my professional career, where it might be much more advantageous than in chit-chat with friends.

In fact, I see this whole “storing and opportunistic referring” behavior tied into the contexts of my other Top 5 talent themes. For example, it’s a good thing when I’m being analytical. I see it especially tightly linked to my Connectedness theme. It really could fit seamlessly into that theme’s descriptions, it seems to me. I definitely like to store and retrieve bits and pieces of information when I’m exploring connections.

If you’ve taken the StrengthsFinder 2.0 assessment and want to share your results or discuss anything I’ve written here, leave a comment or contact me via email. If you’ve just got questions about any of this, feel free to contact me, too—I love to hear from readers and I love to share thoughts about this topic.

photo credits:
“books in a stack (a stack of books)” by austinevan
“writing exams” by ccarlstead

 

 

Follow threads. There are more connections than you think.

I know it’s ancient history to many of you, but it was news to me when I learned that the surviving members of Joy Division had formed New Order after Ian Curtis died. It went something like this: I liked “Love Will Tear Us Apart” but didn’t know who did it. I also liked “Bizarre Love Triangle” and “Blue Monday” and a bunch of other songs, and I knew they’re by New Order, but I never drew the connection until some time in 2007. I don’t even know how I first made the connection.

There’s a similar story around Depeche Mode and Erasure. And there’s a similar story around Bauhaus and Love & Rockets. So I started listening to those bands and others from the same period, all a little more closely. I started discovering some music I really liked and some I didn’t really care for. But I never would have found any of it if I hadn’t stumbled onto these little connections.

The Old Apartment concept map by Paul WorthingtonI had started playing with concept maps a while back, and an early result of that play is my now-famous concept map of “The Old Apartment” by Barenaked Ladies. I was fascinated by these new musical connections I was learning about, so I decided to keep track of them in a map of their own.

I had started another map that was pretty much the same idea, only it started with the connection of guitarists Jimmy Page, Jeff Beck, and Eric Clapton through the Yardbirds, and grew out from there to encompass The Who and the Faces and the Rolling Stones, and Humble Pie and Bad Company and … well, you get the idea.

I started a new map, beginning with Echo & the Bunnymen. That led me, of course, to Julian Cope and The Teardrop Explodes. And when I added Siouxsie & the Banshees that led me, of course, to the Sex Pistols and Magazine, and Adam & the Ants, and Bow Wow Wow, etc.

Siouxsie and the BansheesNot too far into making the new map, I recognized the scope would be British punk and post-punk, circa approximately 1976 – 1986. As reference sources, I am using Wikipedia and MusicBrainz, among others. The contributors to those sites and databases are driven to include every possible combination, all collaborations, a great deal of trivia. For my band tracing map, I found I have to really zero in on some fairly coarse chunks of data.

To keep the work simple, at least in these early seeding stages, I formed a handful of guidelines that just came about organically as I added names and relationships. Without some operating rules, the map would be immense and complicated, with so many relationships requiring qualifiers.

Rules for the Band Trace map

  1. Work with bands, even duos, but not solo artists.
    1. Therefore I included Pet Shop Boys and Yazoo but excluded Gary Numan.
  2. Focus on actual named band members who recorded albums as part of the band.
    1. This rule counts out collaborations of: songwriting, singer duets, or other one-off guest appearances, and touring-only members.
    2. Therefore I will ultimately include Robert Smith as a connection for Siouxsie & the Banshees because of the live album Nocturne and his work on Hyæna, but I’m not yet counting the Morrissey/Siouxsie duet on “Interlude”. Bending this rule could be good or bad, so I am still thinking about it.
  3. First emphasize individuals who formed bands, and then those who joined bands.
    1. Therefore I will have to focus only on named recording full-fledged band members, and I will be able to trace band genesis as well as growth and progress.

Here’s a tiny excerpt of the map so far. The example here shows how Siouxsie & the Banshees, Ultravox, the Sex Pistols, and Swing Out Sister are all connected. Click this thumbnail to see it larger (and even the larger image is only half the size of the original).

Photos: Paul Worthington and Yves Lorson

My grandmother died recently, almost two weeks after suffering a stroke. She’d lived her entire life in Kansas. My sister and her family live near where my grandmother died, a few miles away in another town. All the children, grandchildren, great- and great-great-grandchildren were going to converge on the spot for the funeral. Grandma wanted her grandsons and great-grandsons to be pallbearers. That’s where I came in.

My next work project had already started. I had to be in Seattle the next Sunday night so I could begin a workshop with my client bright and early Monday morning. The prep work for this kind of workshop is long and intensive, and the funeral was going to put a crater in my week. But we don’t choose when we’re going to pass after something incapacitating like a stroke. There was never any question I was going to go be part of the funeral.

I made my travel arrangements. I could pay for a flight out of my frequent flier miles on United. The little Kansas town is Pittsburg, halfway between Kansas City and Tulsa. I needed to get there in time for the services Wednesday afternoon. Nothing from Denver to Tulsa would get me there in time, considering I’d have to drive more than two hours from anywhere I touched down. So I got a flight to Kansas City Tuesday night. I’d be able to drive without it getting too late, and without me getting too sleepy behind the wheel.

I planned to stay in Kansas Wednesday night, then fly home to Denver Thursday morning. On Friday, I’d have to drive my wife to the airport so she could fly to Chicago to visit her ailing father. She’d be coming home late Sunday night, but I’d be leaving for Seattle early Sunday afternoon. So we would miss each other in transit. I arranged for our next door neighbor to take care of our dogs for several hours until my wife got home. In the meantime, in addition to prepping for work, I’d be setting things up for the dogs and neighbor and getting a few things in place for my wife while I was gone for the next five days. The weekend was going to be action-packed.

Tuesday came. I was ready in the afternoon, and getting from home to Kansas City was a breeze. I travel a lot for work, and it’s tiring but old hat now. In the car on the way to the Denver airport, I realized I had forgotten to bring a light winter coat. I had checked the weather forecast for that part of Kansas, and I knew there were severe thunderstorms predicted for Wednesday night through the first half of Thursday. But the weather in Denver was so sunny and mild that I completely forgot. I decided to buy a light coat when I got there. I would be driving past much of a major metro area and was sure I’d find something.

The Kansas City airport is a dump. Maybe I’m spoiled by Denver International Airport, the crown jewel of America’s air transportation system. I had brought my work laptop in the naïve belief I’d be able to do some work while not involved in family matters. I’ve got a card for it that lets me get online almost anywhere. I found a place to sit in the KC airport, got online, and looked for locations of Kohl’s and Wal-marts along my route. Time was a critical factor, because I would have just enough to make it to the Pittsburg Wal-mart if everything went right. But it was April and I knew my chances of finding any cold weather garments would be dwindling as the seasons changed. I headed for the Hertz rental car counter.

The Kansas City Hertz rental car system is broken. Long waits while the agents looked for available cars, Gold reservations unconfirmed because of stupid business rules, etc. I don’t want to waste time writing any more about them. I finally got my car and left the rental lot. Within minutes I was headed the wrong direction on the highway. Wrong turns and u-turns were the rule for the next hour thanks to Kansas City’s pathetic and confusing highway signs and names. One such wrong turn put me in Olathe, Kansas. I knew how to get on the right track from there. The silver lining was that I was in a retail district and almost immediately spotted a Target. I stopped and went inside.

The clearance racks in the men’s department were full of some things that might have worked for me, but they were all in sizes small to medium, which wouldn’t fit, or extra large to extra-extra large, which would just look ridiculous. Also, men in Kansas apparently wear a lot of caps – baseball, golf, trucker – and pullover sweatshirts.

Back on the road, my next chance was the Wal-mart in Fort Scott, Kansas. Time was running out, I was getting hungry, and I was happy to see the Wal-mart as I pulled into town. If I could find what I needed there, I wouldn’t have to speed like I’d been doing, past farms and cows for the last two hours. It was dark now, the temperature was dropping and the wind was growing. This store had a greater selection of everything – the hats and sweatshirts and more seasonal items and even one or two attractive jackets – but it was still all the wrong size. Some of it would have been inappropriate for the time, anyway. So I headed to a checkout lane and bought two protein bars and two bottles of water. I waited while a family paid for groceries ahead of me. I rushed back to the car and headed south to my last chance.

The Wal-mart in Pittsburg, Kansas, is mercifully located at the north end of town. I knew from the web lookup I had done three hours earlier in Kansas City that the stores along my way would close at 10:00. I pulled into the parking lot at 9:48. Inside, there were tempting t-shirts from all the local schools – Frontenac, Girard, Pittsburg, Columbus, even Pittsburg State University. I found lots of casual winter outerwear possibilities, too. Almost all of the items were mediums – too small for me. There were some smalls, some XXLs. In the last corner, I found a clearance rack. It was like others I’d seen earlier in the night – nylon shells for golfers, breathable tops for runners, tracksuit slouchwear. There was a black and dark-blue jacket, it looked like a combination of some water-resistant polyester panels and polar fleece. Size large. My size. I pulled it on. I couldn’t believe my luck. It fit, looked appropriate, wasn’t too light or too heavy, had deep pockets. I checked the rack for others, but in my hands was the only one in my size. It had been marked down due to the approach of Spring, and the price was finally $7.

At the checkout lane, I waited while a group of four young men bought beer and cigarettes ahead of me. I paid for the jacket and made happy small talk with the little old cashier. She thoughtfully asked if I wanted to wear the jacket out, and I said I did. She apologized that she didn’t have a way to cut off the tag hanging from my jacket, but I assured her it was okay. I put it on while walking out the door at 10:02, and at that hour in that weather it was the warmest and most perfect jacket I had ever owned. I bit through the tag’s plastic ring with my teeth while I watched the guys from the checkout lane speed away in their truck. I zipped the jacket, got in my car, and cruised slowly to the south side of Pittsburg, to the Econo-Lodge where I had reserved a room. That jacket kept me warm and dry for the entire trip, and I took it with me to Seattle the next week and the week after that. I’ll have that jacket for a long time.

my mourning jacket

I found the Song Chart group on Flickr by accident the other day. What you do is pick a song, create a chart or graph that illustrates the song, and post it to the Flickr group. The cheesier you can make the chart, the drier the humor, the more ridiculous the graphic effects, the better. And it’s best if you make it a good puzzle, and don’t list the song name or even the artist in the chart or title. I love stuff like this. It’s right up my alley. When the group was first formed, there were something around 140 pictures in it. I raced through them all. Most of them are very clever, and some of them are brilliant. I was instantly hooked.

Right away, a handful of charting opportunities came to my mind. In just a few minutes, I made this one and posted it (click to enlarge):

Song Chart 03

The response was phenomenal. It rapidly shot up over the next 24 hours to enter into my top 10 most-viewed pictures ever. I’ve got photos that had been there in my Flickr photostream for years whose position at the top were being threatened by this little thing that had only been alive for one day. Now I was finally getting to experience what it was like to be part of a hot Flickr fad. The first three charts I had posted all at once were proving to be among the more popular ones in the Song Chart group, especially that one about levees. More and more ideas occurred to me, I took a few minutes and created a couple more, and they also took off.

Then I took a concept-mapping view to a popular song by Barenaked Ladies, “The Old Apartment” (click to enlarge):

Song Chart 06

Not only did this fulfill all the nerdy promises of the Song Chart group, what with its cold examination of a loudly emotional song, but also I made the physical shape of the map resemble a crooked house. The popularity streak of this one diagram was, in a word, meteoric. Before this chart, my most popular photo, by number of views, was a black-and-white shot of a pencil and some notebooks. That one had been in my Flickr photostream for just over two years and had a respectable 1,700+ views and had been marked as a favorite by 14 other Flickr users. This one song chart racked up over 2,200 views, six faves, and six comments in less than 48 hours.

So far I’ve posted nine charts to the pool. Making these is a lot of fun, and a stimulating mental diversion for the end of a day. They don’t take much time to think up, but the more clever I can execute the ideas, the more rewarding the feedback is when someone gets the joke. I think I will keep making song charts, but I’ll stop posting them to Flickr. I don’t want them to take over my photostream any more than they already have. I’ll still post the really good ones.

3. “Someone Saved My Life Tonight” – because when we were kids he changed the title to something rude that made me laugh
2. “Bennie and the Jets” – because he can whistle like the whistle in the second half of the song, and I never could

and…

1. “Daniel” – because Daniel, my brother, you are older than me